In these times of panic and stress, we have an opportunity to exercise Program principles… in all our affairs.
Our workmates can see our victory over difficulties. Our families can see our patience, tolerance, and calm. Our neighbours can see we are living to serve others.
But if you are like me, you are not demonstrating these values all the time. My workmates will sometimes see that I am afraid. My wife will sometimes hear an irritated, snippy tone in my voice. I am not always willing to get groceries for my isolating neighbour.
I am not perfect. I have repeated slips of tongue, pen, and the send key on my computer. When I fail to restrain myself, damage is done, and the reality sets in when amends are given.
There is a silver lining in the cloud of failures to practice my Program principles in all my affairs. As everyone around me endures the cycles of failing and amending, I am giving my persistence muscle a workout. I persist, striving to get better. With each amend, I am persisting. Persistently striving to be released from the bondage of self. My persistence muscle gets a great work out.
We are putting our design for living to the test. And we are finding that it works. Bankers call it a stress test; fitness trainers call it a major workout. AAs call it a walk in the park.
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Evening Andy,
Just a note to say I’m at 90 days (but who’s counting lol). I listened to you speak and bought your fine book early on and have kept it close since and presently. My spirit is ever awakening now. This is beautiful.
Thanks for this comment. We are all privileged to carry the message forward. We are wired to relate to alcoholics in a meaningful way.
It sounds like you are on a great path. And I agree, we are “ever awakening.”