His opening puzzled us, “drinking, my alcoholism affected my sex life, and sober, my sex life affects my alcoholism.”
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Why did I not chase spiritual development as strongly as I chased sex
As a young man, in college, I chased girls with enthusiasm. If I fancied a girl, I worked hard to catch her eye; her interests became my interests. With single-minded determination, I would focus and concentrate. Thankfully the fun was in the chase; I was not very successful.